Rebirth? Hopefully =)

This is gonna appear somewhere around my body lol. Its not gonna be this color however =) hehe.
Butterfly = Rebirth
Hopefully i wont be that naive anymore. This is my second post so far and instead of screaming around like a a stupid bitch i decided to let it out here.
He was a great guy, he still is. Hell yeah i want him.. But i cant. Thats it.
I know i sound pathetic right, i mean i cant stop myself from thinking, he's bloody taken n i cant do a damn thing about it. =.=
And no i wasnt rejected, i was merely tripping really hard but honestly i suddenly felt a little glad that it didnt turn out that complicated. Maybe i felt so sad that the feelings just faded cold temporarily haha. lucky me so far..
Perhaps there is the possibility for me to forget i ever had feelings for this assh0le and let him be with his whatever. I saw her and i was like "damn.." It was that moment when girls have this electricity over their man and yes, we can go psycho over the same sex especially when that he/she appears to be a potential rival.
Something i picked up from this movie "13 going 30" was that ~
{LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD}
Divide and conquer LOL. However, i m still very confused with wad i should really be doing right here. Crapping much.. Is it helping? Mentally, yes. Soulfully, not really...
But whatever it is, i should really get back on track ;)


xoxo babe